Sunday, August 18, 2013

midnight stroll

     Well, now that the summer program is over. Much has changed...if your still reading my blog, ha! so much has changed in my life. i returned home from UCLA and was at home for a week. i tried to get in my regular ruitine again. then after a week i went back and picked up my girlfriend. everything is great, though some times well you know how it is to be in a relationship.
     on monday i leave for our trip to cabo san lucas. so right now im trying to get my mind set on what i would need for the trip. i really haven't written in my journal. it should be 3 years that i havent written in it, and it was a present from a close friend. lets see....its 1:30 A.M. and i feel like my mind is really open! i cant describe it, some times i like to sit at night and smoke my pipe.
i just like to sit outside around this time. i would be smoking my pipe right now and be typing but my battery is about to die. what i like to do is just sit outside and think about my future and what i can do. there is so much i want to do, but of coarse there is one thing that stops! so far ive been trying to get out of my shell and discover with the little money i have(i'm a student, so i dont have that much time for work). 
    ive been reading a lot of this website that has caught my eye for a few years now. it is if you havent seen it and your a guy trying to revive the lost art of manlyhood. then thats the website for you! sorry ladies if your reading my blog!
     i cant really explain what i'm going through but it is a refresh way of how i see the world. As if im back to my depressed point of my life where my mind felt open and clear.
     Well i'll leave it to this since i like to leave my post with a quote. try to sit down and face a direction of your place and visualize your mind open and information just flow in and maybe you might feel the world open up to what it hides. your the only person that can get you anywhere. when you feel down, just know that something around the corner that will cheer you up and keep moving you forward.

p.s. next time i'll try to make a list of things to talk about! plus time flies and next thing you know its been acouple of weeks since the last post. im trying my best to write everyday if not every other day.

Saturday, July 27, 2013

let the good times roll?

i dont know what possessed me to start another post. i guess since i have no one to talk with. to get up to date, i am working at a summer program at UCLA that get kids (16-17 years old) from countries and bring them to LA to show them "american coulture" my girlfriend and i are working here and let me tell you; dont ever work with a significant other at a job. one of you is going to either get hurt or regret ever doing it in the first place. since ive been here ive been treated like less than a person. there are always fights because of how some one acts.
   we planned a vacation after the summer program and now i feel like i should just leave her. i cant take it anymore. but enough of my sob story, other than that the program is kinda cool. i get to take my group of 15 students to places that are either historical(which they dont like) or amusement parks. i am lucky that my student are actually good. they meet up at the time that they are told. some times i have to act up and set them straight. but for some spoiled-ass rich kids that never did anything. it is a vacation for them(and i believe its a vacation for their parents also). all they do is speak in their language and say bad things and try to sneak out since they have so much money.
   the good students are awesome. they are leaving tomorrow and its really sad since they dont want to leave. they are good kids and their parents raised them right. there is nothing much to say but i wish the bad kids were already on their way home
the pay is OK. but im just putting up with it till i get home and sell my motorcycle and buy another more powerfull bike. but the thing with my girlfriend is what do i do? i pure my heart out and its like nothing. i feel like she doesnt even care. i have been thinking about breaking up with her for a while now, and i feel like a fool when i try to go and make things better and buy crap for her. im just holding everything in and just not caring anymore. i'll decide what to do when i get home. im just bottling everything in until i explode. lets see where this goes.
   ive met some friends here and they are cool, all i can think about is my goal. which is my motorcycle! just one more week! just one more week! thats what i tell myself everyday. as for my girlfriend lets see what really pushed to my limit to just leave her on the spot. ive actually stopped talking to her and let her do her own thing. also! ive been making up stories just so i dont have to meet her, that way she has her own thing. i guess i'll keep that up.
   lets see where this takes us

     if you have any ideas or stories to share....comment! hope all is well with everyone

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

re-light my pipe!

Give me a second to step outside and light up my pipe....alright, ready to write
I'm on my finals week of college, i already finished my photo and bio final. i really needed to pass my bio class. i havent posted in a while because ive been feeling gloomy plus every day that passed by i noticed i  would have to write more! but tonight i have some time to actually sit down smoke my pipe and write
i really dont know where to start....i still have my moustache here is a picture of me when i went out with my girlfriend to BJ's
i need more followers! i've read online to stay short but i say humbug! i will write what i like or about me! but i really would like to have people look up my stuff or something. but im still good, so much contriversital stuff going on with the misses. as you can see from the picture(figure 2.1) i like to dress up. i got another pendleton that i will post up when i take a picture.
be sure to look up my tumblr: malarkeys11
same goes for instagram and twitter

Saturday, October 27, 2012

follow me!

once again i havent posted anything.
so much has happened to me for me to write. but i promise i will get on it!
for now follow me on twitter
or my facebook till the end of november
and on instagram malarkeys11
thats where im up to date and showing my pipes and my everyday activities
till then have a good life! take care and hope your all living to your dreams!
i'll leave with my favorite quote "My fellow Americans, ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country." - JFK

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Got my new computer!

Yes ladies and gentlemen i got my new computer for school! i now go to cypress college! and im a full time student! Well to update you all on my life since i cant remember when was the last time i wrote on here. Almost 2 years ago my computer crashed(dont worry it wasnt porn) i had no other computer since i sold my mom a netbook(which are horrible!) so now that im going to school my mom decided to buy me a laptop since she bought my sister a MAC. for the record i dont like macs, too much for it and junk. so i got myself an HP pavilion Dv6t-7000! Costume made to my liking! i got it a few days earlier than expected!
      i was in the photo room developing some pictures for my photography class(which is great!) i decided to get a break since i need to make up the hours for my class. i checked up on my phone to see where it was and it was already at my house! i quickly clocked out and drove straight home! when i saw it i was so happy! it was all mine! :]      well i guess im going to start from now backwards to last time i wrote on here.

So as some as you know i had metro pcs(sucks!) my mom wouldnt let me get a new phone and the company said i had to upgrade my plan to a new one to buy one. so my gf and i went to t-mobile just to check out phones. next thing you know im signing up for a new phone! so they let me pick out a phone and whooala! i got the samsung galaxy s 4g! i love it! my mom was mad and didnt talk to me for a few days lol. then a month later my mom and sister  join my plan!

     what else has happened to me....after so many years of being single and not landing a date since i was a shy negative person. i found a beautiful girl that i fell in love with. she is different than any girl i have ever seen! she is great, she laughs at my jokes and get along just fine! we are close to our anniversary in 2 months. i dont know what to do since ive never lasted that long with anyone. but hopefully things go great.

i guess im going to write to here today and write tomorrow because i have to finish reading my photography book.

p.s: these are the things im going to talk about next time.
-moving to northern CALI
-moving back to southern CALI
-my relationship
-my deppression
-getting a free xbox360(even though i want a ps3)
-still smoking my pipes
-got more pipes from friends and family
-still have my handlebar moustache
-got into baseball(go angles!)

Thursday, September 6, 2012


Sorry I haven't posted anything.BUT don't worry I ordered my computer and it should be here next week! Don't worry I'm still alive lol
When I get my computer I'll keep you all posted on stuff that's been on my mind and what has been happening. Right now I'm posting on my phone. There is allot to talk about.but for note I have to go to sleep to go to school tomorrow

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