i dont know what possessed me to start another post. i guess since i have no one to talk with. to get up to date, i am working at a summer program at UCLA that get kids (16-17 years old) from countries and bring them to LA to show them "american coulture" my girlfriend and i are working here and let me tell you; dont ever work with a significant other at a job. one of you is going to either get hurt or regret ever doing it in the first place. since ive been here ive been treated like less than a person. there are always fights because of how some one acts.
we planned a vacation after the summer program and now i feel like i should just leave her. i cant take it anymore. but enough of my sob story, other than that the program is kinda cool. i get to take my group of 15 students to places that are either historical(which they dont like) or amusement parks. i am lucky that my student are actually good. they meet up at the time that they are told. some times i have to act up and set them straight. but for some spoiled-ass rich kids that never did anything. it is a vacation for them(and i believe its a vacation for their parents also). all they do is speak in their language and say bad things and try to sneak out since they have so much money.
the good students are awesome. they are leaving tomorrow and its really sad since they dont want to leave. they are good kids and their parents raised them right. there is nothing much to say but i wish the bad kids were already on their way home
the pay is OK. but im just putting up with it till i get home and sell my motorcycle and buy another more powerfull bike. but the thing with my girlfriend is what do i do? i pure my heart out and its like nothing. i feel like she doesnt even care. i have been thinking about breaking up with her for a while now, and i feel like a fool when i try to go and make things better and buy crap for her. im just holding everything in and just not caring anymore. i'll decide what to do when i get home. im just bottling everything in until i explode. lets see where this goes.
ive met some friends here and they are cool, all i can think about is my goal. which is my motorcycle! just one more week! just one more week! thats what i tell myself everyday. as for my girlfriend lets see what happens...im really pushed to my limit to just leave her on the spot. ive actually stopped talking to her and let her do her own thing. also! ive been making up stories just so i dont have to meet her, that way she has her own thing. i guess i'll keep that up.
lets see where this takes us
if you have any ideas or stories to share....comment! hope all is well with everyone