Sunday, March 27, 2011


i got the idea of dressing up and taking pictures. but its hard to take pictures with one person. running back and forth. i try to capture the image of being in the early 1900's. i have many picture ideas but i need another person but i never get around to contacting them or doing it. either it rains or we had to do something.
above: hearing news that we are going to war
                                                                     waiting for the train that never came
                                                    relaxing from a hard days work

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Who knows

i finally wrote in my actuall journal last night, last time i wrote on it was 1-2-11
i cant find nothing to do anymore life is not fun. or i cant find anything to do. you could say im slowly going back into my deppression. i mostly spend my days alone or cant find anything to do. i just want to go out and discover the world. but its all about money and i dont have a job. we are all programed to live life on money or if you dont have the latest technology. if you dont have it then your an outsider. all the commercials on t.v. brainwash you to go out and get the lastest "ipad" or even cars. you cant rielly on technology since they are coming out with the newest thing every month. what happened with trusting one thing you bought and it being new for a while.

when im in the mood to draw or take pictures. its too late. im either tired or have to go to sleep. my mind works in different ways. it feels like i have to stay up for days to get the ball rolling. for many things running through my mind. cant seem to know what to write about.

trying to find a woman is hard in this world. they are too into themselves. what ever happened to women back in the early 1900's(even though i wasnt alive during that time). i try to live my life like a real man. being a gentleman the whole 9 yards. if i could find a girl with the same idealism as me. i would be set and happy for the rest of my life. i know she wouldnt cheat on me like the women now a days. i guess im destined to be alone for the rest of my life. i guess im ok with that. women always go for the "bad boys" but then you hear about them talking about them, that they arent happy and they get treated bad. what about guys like me? the nice guys that like to treat a woman nice.

im going to try to go out more often. i dont have a bike. like a beach cruiser, since my friend got it stolen and rejects to buying me another one. i really did like that bike. then i would carry my camera and take more pics. but now i have to use my car and waste gas that i need to go to school. i want to find a job but its hard to actually go out and look for one. since my last job changed my mind about everything. i would like to work at barnes and nobles book store. i do enjoy reading a lot of books. just to escape this so called world. plus it passes the time. when im waiting for my classes to start. im usually outside having a cig or a pipe while reading a book.

i do like being alone. but there is times i wish to be with my friends or even someone to talk to. i see life in a complete different way. its hard to write what goes on in my head. i think im going crazy

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Salvador Dali

i submitted this online, its my tribute to salvador dali. but i should of made it look more like the pic

i love photography, i have a deviant art profile that i upload pics. i used to have a myspace for it but decided to delete it. i wish i could carry my camera with me everywhere but im afraid of getting it stolen, since i dont have a job. i see so many great things everywhere but i dont have my camera. i was thinking about using my phone but its not the same.
yes! i started smoking my pipes again! the only reason i didnt smoke them, was because it was too cold outside but now it seems ok to go out and smoke my pipe while i walk my dog.. but i havent taken my pipes to school. but i will one day. at school it seems im the only one with a handle bar moustache. theres been times where i wanted to shave it. but i kept it, knowing i would regret it in the end. i guess im just looking for a girlfriend but no one wants a guy who has a moustache(haha). ive said before that i would keep my moustache even though i might be single for the rest of my life.
i have no money to buy any pipes, but i do have a lot of tobacco. i was smart to buy different ones in bulk.
i carry around a little black note book that fits in my pocket, so i can write down ideas or reminders. It has been working well! i have so many pic ideas when im outside. everyman should carry; a hankercheif, note book, and a comb! i love learning about the idealism of man, the was a man should be and carry himself. while taking care of his family and lady. im an old fashion guy.
now a days i see people and they are rude to one another. it makes me sick being in public with anyone like that. why cant you just walk down the street and say hello to a random stranger. or not even be afraid of getting "jumped" or mugged by anyone. society has let me down. dont get me wrong there is some nice people out in the world. but i guess they are too busy staying at home and afraid of meeting people. times have change, even though i didnt live through the old times. i still believe to this day i was born in the wrong time. i sometimes look at pictures and wish i could be there. not like now where technology is almost scratching your ass for you. it seems times were simplier back then. people rely too much on technology.
p.s. i still havent written in my journal. i guess some day my children will not know how it was to live in this time haha.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Close yet far

i haven't written on this in a while, ive been too busy doing random stuff. but it has felt like i havent done anything
on feb 15 was my birthday, and on the saturday the 19 i threw a party. it got crazy but no cops came. everyone had fun. i have no money so i havent bought a pipe in a while even though i quit my job
i saw one of my favorite band play and it was a 21+(i turned 21 on the 15)
i havent done much, just living day by day and trying to have fun
i dont make plans so when people ask me what ive done i just simply reply "i dont know i cant remember" haha
heres  some pics of the party and i'll try to write in this. i still havent written in my journal but i need too
thats me and my cousin haha
lets see what i'll do tomorrow and write and get my head together since of school
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