Close yet far

i haven't written on this in a while, ive been too busy doing random stuff. but it has felt like i havent done anything
on feb 15 was my birthday, and on the saturday the 19 i threw a party. it got crazy but no cops came. everyone had fun. i have no money so i havent bought a pipe in a while even though i quit my job
i saw one of my favorite band play and it was a 21+(i turned 21 on the 15)
i havent done much, just living day by day and trying to have fun
i dont make plans so when people ask me what ive done i just simply reply "i dont know i cant remember" haha
heres  some pics of the party and i'll try to write in this. i still havent written in my journal but i need too

thats me and my cousin haha
lets see what i'll do tomorrow and write and get my head together since of school